Even when i'm smiling, it doesnt necessarily mean i'm happy.
I'm not okay at all, no matter how hard i try to be ok.
why do i still feel so insecure nowadays ?
why doesnt it feel the same anymore ?

Met bestie at vivo today && we did lots of catching up heehee.i love to hang out with girlfriends & have heart to heart talks man. girlfriends always make me feel happyhappywheee. hehehe. Then after eating, we went to the sky park there....... to camwhore (as usual) wahahaha

oh and btw Bestie is a nurse trainee !!!! so one day if i die or smth, she can actually save me ! heh heh heh heh ! :D

hehehe imma happy girl now man. cos, i have such awesomezzzzz friends around me, seriously (:cos at times when i feel so totally helpless & all, friends always perform their magic on me and make me happier a bit. its like, sort of an assurance that there is people who still love/care for you. you get what i mean ?

you know seriously, ppl shouldnt keep to themselves when they are sad/upset/depressed or whatever. cos its like, rlly a very terrible feeling man. hehehe. so if anyone out there is feeling really depressedzzzzz and need a listening ear, i will i will be your listening ear :D and i will keep my mouth zippy shut with your secret :D:D hehehe.

!BEWARE!
manymany of my retarded face pictures coming up.

wahaha self-timer shots.
honey : "eh do you think we look like frogs here ?"
bestie : " yah ! thats what i was thinking also"

honey "eh eh come back lah, still got 2 more shots !!! "
*bestie and i both rush to pose*
but too late :/ hahaha.





hahaha see she is happy !! cos of me :D:D